I don't know if I'm gonna regret the thing that I did today or not la.. I changed my ITPM class! OMG. After Rick Toh showed me my new time table, I had mixed feelings. To be happy or not. ):
I kept praying that I didn't do a BIG mistake! Oh wells, all I have to do is to study. I just pray that my alien classmates would treat me nice. Or rather, I treat them nice? hahaha. Sigh..
On my way home, I sent Shawn a message saying, "Shawn are you home? I'd like to say Hi." And to my amazement.. Ok whenever I'm alone outside, I'd listen to my MP4. So Rihanna just ended her song so it was quiet and I heard someone calling me. I didn't see who it was at first but I knew it was Shawn then I was like, "OMG SHAWN! I JUST SENT YOU SMS!!!" Hahahaha. It was really nice to catch up with my NEIGHBOUR! Gosh! When was the last time we hanged out? Millions of years ago! Sigh.. I miss him, I tell you. Miss his craziness. Still remember when he suddenly sang (with emotions somemore!) Apologize to me. hahaha! Oh wells, we had quite a long chat outside our houses. He's really a nice neighbour. Not that he did something so great to the whole neighbourhood but the fact that he's a nice guy makes him a good neighbour! Hehehe.
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Gonna sing tomorrow! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo bored with Unfaithful already alright? But I didn't have a choice. The minus one wasn't so good. Btw, thanks Anthony! (: So anyways, Catherine asked me to sing once again during the rehearsal last night then I was like, "I think forget it, I'll just sing unfaithful again!" ROAR! I know, I know! I don't want to make a fool out of myself in front of people so if cry can't make it, then I'll just have to stick to something I've sang before. It's just super boring la. And puullleeeeeeessssssss! Unfaithful is just SO LAST YEAR! Sigh.. No choice la.. Never mind. I'll just do better on graduation days! Hehe.
Hmmmmm. Still can't help but think of my new time table. Many people told me, "I think it's good that you changed. At least you can make new friends!" That's what I thought on sunday when I got to know that we had class reshuffling. But as I went for classes, I realised that it's not as easy as I thought. I think I have to work harder to break the ice. I really want to make new friends. It's not really a new thing for me.. but it's not something that I do regularly. And to be thrown out in the "real world" (school), it's quite hard as it is in church. At least in church, you know everyone is nice..
I'm scared, happy, scared, anxious, scared, nervous, scared, excited to meet my new classmates. Sigh, yes. I'm more scared. Booohoooooo! I WANT TO ENJOY TP LIFE TO THE FULLEST THIS YEAR!
): I'm still scared.
I have to be confident because I know God is with me.
Omigosh! It's been 11 days since I last posted something here.. Sigh.
First day of school as a Yr 3 student = speechless.
It's very irritating!! I MISS MY OLD CLASSMATES! How could IIT School do this to us? I have TRIF today and it's sooooooo much like HCI and SWEN! NIGHTMARE, I tell you! I don't like FILA chart. I get sleepy whenever I hear we have to do it. BOOOOOO!
There's no more Kaye, Beautrice, Yanhua, LQ, Shirin.. in class. No more people I loveeeeeeeee (to irritate)! ): Help me! Tell me how to study like this? Super boring la! ROAR!
OMG! Group work is not fun anymore! I think IIT did this reshuffling of classes on PURPOSE! Coz we have to learn how to work with people we do not really know. Sigh.. Tell me about it!
After TRIF, I went to the canteen where I saw Benjamin and Sharifuddin. It was nice to see familiar faces in school whom I could speak to. (Yes, my new classmates are familiar faces BUT! I never had the chance to speak to them before.)
Me going back to school later for rehearsals. It's so late la! 8.15pm. Zzzzzzz!
There's a person that just irritates me whenever I see HIM! My name is very beautiful. Don't you guys agree? Don't want, never mind! Oh wells, NIKKI is sooooooooooooo beautiful but whenever he says it, it becomes like SHIT! It sounds like SHIT! Gosh! Nikki is MEANT TO BE USED to call me by my EXTREMELY NICE PEOPLE and he's NOT nice AT ALL. Well, at least for me!
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed! God, please forgive me for having such hatred to such irritating person. Yes, it's HATE! I HATE HIM!
When you try to do something I don't like (especially this issue that I won't elaborate more. You'll know it if I tell you personally), prepare to die! And die terribly! GOSH!!!
Sorry, no post for a very long time. was kinda busy.
I'm burnt. My mama nagged when she saw my burnt face. Ho ho! She was like, "You know you're going back to the Philippines this Sunday and your face is like that black??"
Hahaha.
I have so many stories to tell la! Then it's gonna be even mountains more when I come back from the Philippines! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY COUSINS... OMG!
Check out the trailers of the TWO different dramas at TW different locations with TWO different cast!
I-Ming at Singapore Expo Hall 1
What if you realize that your whole life has been recorded and you could...
Revisit the day you were born?
Relive the moments of your life?
Re-encounter history and discover the truth ?
(i-Ming) is the latest invention that allows you to explore your life once again. Join us this Easter for a story of love, lust, betrayal and beliefs.
Show Times:
21 Mar (Fri) 4 p.m. & *7 p.m.
22 Mar (Sat) 3 p.m. & *5.30 p.m.
23 Mar (Sun) *10 a.m. & 12.30 p.m.
*These services will be simultaneously interpreted into Mandarin.
Second Chances at Jurong West St 91
It is said that the average lifespan of a man is 80 years. Which means 2,522,880,000 seconds to live.
As the clock ends our final counts... Will we get a second's chance to live? Will we get a second chance to right our wrongs?
The age-old story of redemption and restoration comes alive this Easter through the eyes of a disgraced woman, a dying man and a stubborn love that believes in second chances.
Show Times:
21 Mar (Fri) 4.30 p.m. & *7 p.m.
22 Mar (Sat) 3.30 p.m. & *6 p.m.
23 Mar (Sun) 12.30 p.m.
*These services will be simultaneously interpreted into Mandarin.
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Of course, our beloved Cell Group Leader did his thing last Easter! Are you READY this time?!
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God is so faithful! God is superb, I tell you! I'm so amazed by how God can turn things around. There was this something that I wanted but something happened so I couldn't have it. I didn't have any grudges to that someone who did that something to happen. I told the Lord, "It's ok, no worries. I'll just work harder."
An hour after I seek the Lord, God turned things around and gave me what I wanted!
I'm seriously SUPER happy now! God is really awesome! God has been testing me quite a lot. I always obey even it's really difficult to do and see I've got what I wanted to initially have!
Obey, persevere, never give up, look for solution(s) - not at the problem, ask God for wisdom, for knowledge... and I tell you, you'll never feel as happy as you can be!
I bet most people would say to be dumped is more painful. But have you ever looked at the perspective of the person who dumped his/her love?
I realised nothing else can hurt me because nothing can beat to the pain I feel inside of me. How many of you would agree to this: LOVE is the BEST and WORST feeling.
Some say I'm so strong, some say I'm so stupid, some say it's such a waste and one person say: "I HATE YOU FOR CHOOSING THIS PATH!"
All I can say is; I'm sorry but I have to let everything go, which means I have to let go of YOU. You're my everything. You gave me almost everything.. I love you. I miss you very much.. And it's true what they say.. When you write a love letter, there's more of the word MISS than the word LOVE. I miss you dearly..
They say when you love someone, never let go.. But I say, I love you so much that I have to let you go because I do not want to hurt you even more. I do not want you to hope so much and end up with nothing.
I'm looking at the brighter side. I'm looking at my prize.
I love love.
I love pink.
I sing till dawn,
I sleep till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm unique. You're just not me.
The DIVA ♥
Nelkris Kate
Nikki kutiekatiekate
22 November
Temasek Polytechnic
IND
E316
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