ARE YOU READY TO MEET THE MOST FORGETFUL PERSON IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD?

It's yours truly; Nelkris Kate.. *bows* Gimme a round of applause can??

This is what happened.. I went to Funan IT KFC with Jaja... I didn't eat coz I was sooooooo full. Thanks to Micah Debra's 13th bday party. I wish I was still 13.. Hehe. Newbie in teenhood. Hehe. But reality check. NIKKI, you're already expired! Face it! Lol. Waaaaaa, see I talk about other things already. Ok, the story.. We left.. I got up and LEFT... without MY THINGS WITH ME! When I came to my crazy senses, I was VERY SHOCKED! I went back and saw my phone on the table! My bag on the chair! OMG OMG OMG. How dumb can I be? I guess I was very very tired and sleepy..

So many things happened for the past few days.. I'll try to remember them tomorrow. Ok, in case I forget.. Sat I went out with my dear Cicil and Swee Min. Friday I worked. Thurs.. I went out.. where? I forgot. URGH!. Ok, I just need those things to remind me. If not, I'll forget and will have bad time trying to remember. Is age catching up? Hope not.

I feel so bad.. He still loves me so much but I hurt him once again. I hope this works out. But I know it won't. No matter how much I try to please him, it won't work out. No matter how many times I miss him and still feel I love him, I know it won't work out. Yes, I STILL LOVE MY EX BOYFRIEND! I LOVE HIM!!!! But I love God more. Nothing is bigger than my God. NOTHING! Who would I choose? Smaller? Bigger? Current miss? Current love? Future life? Future love?

Mountains, oh mountains.. thanks for coming coz with you getting bigger each time, you make me stronger because I conquer you. What? You still wanna come in front of me? 3 words from me, "Bring it on!"

The BIBLE says it, I believe it, that settles it!

You're still the one I want to.. the only one I need to.. I love you, Lord!

URGH!!! WHY CAN'T I SLEEP EARLY??

Last night, I said I'll try to sleep before 11pm. Guess what time I slept? 2am! URGH! I'm so tired la. I can't wait for tomorrow! I wanna sleep! zzzzzzz..

I met Grace Helen outside library today. Got to talk to her for awhile. Erika, I love you girl. Cheer up! I'm always behind you, no matter what! muax!

Oh, I got a pair of free tix from GV! Yey!

I gottago now. Sleep. zzzzz... I hope.

I MUST sleep early tonight! I MUST sleep before 12midnight!

I told myself that I won't go online when I reach home. But here I am.. typing an entry. Aheeheehee.. but, I'm not online msn & yahoo! YEY! I don't want to get tempted. I'm afraid that I'll chat with you people and sleep late again. Lol. Whenever I get excited, I don't get sleepy fast! duh~! Hehehe..

I'm tired, sleepy and very very full! I feel that I ate so much today.. URGH! And I'm really sleepy now.. I woke up at 6.30am. ARRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I wanna sleep now.. I need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow, AGAIN! Never mind this is just the first week. I'm sure I'll be back to my 5-6hours of sleep everyday soon. Still getting on it..

Oh ya, when I reached the class at around 8.03am, Shawn was like, "Kate! I can buy 4D sia! Why you come so early?" WALAU! See, that's me and my classmates' reactions.. So many people shock to see me in lecture and coming for classes almost on time.. Oh and, Kaye, LQ, I and a few guys waited for 5 hours just to attend the lecture at 2pm. WHAT KATE, you're one of them? I don't believe you! Hehe. Well, I really don't want to skip anymore lectures, unless it's really really urgent.

Ok, I can't tahan anymore. I gotta lie down now... Hopefully, I'll sleep before 11pm. BUT THERE'S AMERICAN IDOL and SANJAYA IS NOT THERE ANYMORE! First week of PEACEFUL eposide. Lol.

There's a lot more things that happened today but I'm too sleepy to type it..

Good night everyone... *yawns*

You're all that I need..

Hi everyone! (=

I went to school today. Yea, I know I have to go to school but I went to school for 2 lectures! WOOOOOOT, You went for 2 LECTURES? Are you sick or on medication? Is that YOU, Kate?? You OK? Yea! Hehehe and I'm gonna keep it up! I MUST go for lectures. I really don't wanna be some lazy ass anymore. Really still wanna thank God coz I passed all my Yr1 modules! YEY! Hehe..

My class starts at 8am tomorrow. zzzzz. Gotta sleep early tonight! I need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow! Grrrrrrr and fight my way in the bus again! URGH! I really dislike morning peak hours in the bus! So many people, traffic jam and the bus is so slow! My bus journey is actually just 15-20mins, provided there's no traffic. But when there's traffic, it becomes....................... 30-40 MINUTES!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!! So, when my class starts at either 8am or 9am, I need to be out of my house like 45mins before class starts! How irritating~ Ya, I know I shouldn't complain coz I'm already blessed enough to wake up 1.5hrs before class starts unlike other people who need waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more hours than that. But still, I love to sleep! Ok, I shall not complain..

Oh, I reached school at 12.20pm today! Hehehe. My lecture started at 1pm. Are you really ok, Kate? Hehe. Yea, I am. I went early because I had lunch with Shafie. Hi Shafie! Sorry I was late.. Oh, I saw Michelle in the canteen too! How I miss my girl! I've not seen her for the longest time..! I'm so happy to see my all my classmates again. And my coursemates! Like seriously. I didn't see them much last semester! Not that I'm close with any of them. But they are the familiar faces, y'know.

OH YA! I have Japanese lecturer! And she has this Japanese accent! HEHEHE. And I was imitating her! HAHA. I feel so mean. That Beautrice kept on asking me to shut up. But Ms NASHI? NAMI? MAMI? WHAT'S HER NAME? Urgh, I forgot.. Never mind.. She spoke with that japanese accent! "System management" "First" "Database" Aheeheeheehee.. And there was this one word.. I forgot. URGH! But I think she's really learned. She knows what she's doing and you can see the passion in her eyes! LOL. I listened to her ok! Only the first 10-15mins I kept on repeating what she said. Hehehe. I pity her too coz the mic wasn't working and so she had to project her voice more. BUT IT WAS STILL SOFT and everyone were like talking among themselves. No, we're not one of them ok. We copied the notes ok. Haha.. Keep it up, Kate! YEY! Hehehe.

Had INMM lecture at 1pm. I tell you, I'm really getting so interested in my course. Thank God for changing my mindset and opening my mind more. Haha. Yea, opening my mind more. Coz before, I would always complain as if it's so difficult then I lost interest in my course.. So yea, this time.. I'm super happy and extremely excited! THANK YOU LORD! YEY! Flash!! Flash!! I'm so excited! I know God will really help me and give me so many creative and innovative ideas. Why? He's the source of all creativity, innovativity, colours and etc! So, I'm so happy! I love You, Lord!

James is going back home tonight! No, not to our home.. His home! Selarang Camp! Hahaha.. Poor boy. Still serving NS and there's long way to go to ORD! Dec 2008! I don't know whether to laugh or what.. Hahaha.. Ok see, I laugh. I always laugh. Even when people ask me something important, I laugh. But I just always think there's always a need to laugh. LOL.

Ok me gtg. Wanna watch tv. Ei, wait!! No, I wanna say something else..

Last night, or rather last morning?? [2am 24apr], I got to watch ANTM4 and Extreme Makeover AGAIN! I was so happy ok! Hehehe. Ok here.. I realised that there's a common 'makeover' that whoever gets it, will cry.. And that's when they get Lasik Eye Surgery. They would always say like, "I can see!" When I was on my way home from school, I remembered that and I really feel so blessed to be able to see, almost perfectly. There's no need for me to wear contact lens or specs. Imagine those people who have really super bad eye sight that even contact lenses cannot help them? I'm truly blessed to be able to have this eyesight. I can see details of almost everything. Oh ya, and the woman who got a Lasik Eye Surgery last night even said this, "Oh, I can read the clock!" OMG! That bad ok! I'm so thankful I can see! Thank You, Lord! I love You!

You are my strength, my love..

I just came back from school and I'm really sleepy! *yawns*

My course IS getting really interesting.. I know there's more to see and somehow, I'm getting kinda excited. WOOT?! Yea man, I know it's unbelievable but yes, I am excited!! And I believe that I can do it so well this time. I already set a goal this time and I believe God will help me achieve that goal. Who knows, even better? I'll post my goal [GPA] soon. Hehehe.

Tomorrow's class supposed to start at 11am but there'll be no tutorial. So, my class starts at 1pm. YEY! I can wake up late again..! Waking up this morning was kinda difficult! I've been waking up like, 10, 11am for the past 7weeks.. and this morning, I had to get up at 7.45am because monday's first class starts at 9am. *yawns*

THE BUS!! I DISLIKE TAKING BUS TO SCHOOL! It's like always sooooo crowded. You can like actually feel the butt of the person behind you. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr! This is so irritating! And there's so many passengers! Like it's always full! So difficult to get in.. So irritating! And I had to wait for the next bus coz the first bus 15 that came won't pass my school. WHY? Because it's 15B! It's only till Khaki Bukit there. URGH! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! The bus is one of the reasons why I didn't like to go to school last sem. It just turn me off alot. I don't want to waste my $6 everyday just to take a cab to school too. So, I've got no choice but to wake up earlier. zzzzzzzz

I don't know why but it seemed like there were so people in TP today. And the people, URGH! They love to block the way! Hello?? Excuse me?! Please move aside! HMPF!

I wanna go now. Gotta take a nap? Or will I sleep for 3 hours? Hahaha.. I don't know. LOL. I just wanna go to bed, close my eyes and meet my dream boy in my dreamland. Good afternoon people!

I love You!

SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW!

I'm kinda excited.. but somehow, I'm getting really scared! The workload.. WORKLOAD.. WORKLOAD!! I'm nervous!! But I'm a better person now. God has changed my mindset, I'm a new me (=

Yea, I'm still as crappy as before, that will never change, I think. Hehe. But what I mean is how I think and look at problems. I know God put me in this course for a reason. The workload will not be much as long as I manage my time well. I got my timetable already and it's kinda good! And again, I was tempted not to go for lectures.. See, the school haven't even started but I thought of it already. But no, the devil's strong. But my God is stronger. No matter how lazy I can get, I have to face it and overcome it! I really don't want to be the same anymore. I passed all my modules last semester and that means God gave me a chance to prove myself and I don't want to take it for granted.

If my attitude towards my studies is always lazy and not going for classes, then how can God trust me with more responsibilities in the future? So here, I'm really nervous. But I think I've overcame so many problems in my life before.. and this is just like one of them; difficult but with the strength from God, I can do it. If others can do it, why can't why when I even have the helper with me?

Oh yea, I just got back my phone last night! Like, OMG! And I almost, almost.. made a scene there! My phone's like NOT NICE anymore! When I slide it down, there's a sound! URGH! AND THE NEW SOFTWARE! OMG! It's NOT nice at all! WHY WHY WHY? I just left without saying anything to the woman there. I don't wanna be so fake; smile and say thanks! I'd rather leave without saying anything. HMPF!

Here are some of my long long long long due photos.. Thanks to NOKIA! *roll eyes*


Diana & I



with Diana & Santy



Iccceeeeeee crrreeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaam!




Santy & I




Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!




Me in the bus




Me in Bedok Library




Lucas, Diana & I




Me in my previous room.




Santy & I in BK




Inshira!! My supposedly niece. LOL.

Ok, I gottago now. Gotta watch Ugly Betty then ANTM! Yey!

Grrrrrrrrrrrr! I'll miss ANTM cycle 4 and Extreme Makeover so very much~! No more late night shows for me. )=

Good night.

You're all I need.

HEHE. I'm a happy girl. I got a new blog skin. Hehe. But it doesn't really satisfy me. LOL. Coz it's not by me. I MUST create my own already la.. Urgh..

Ok, I gottago now. I wanna sleep now. YEY! Tomorrow will be a GREAT day for me! YES!!

My mama called me and said that Christine, my 2nd cousin [errrrr. Her dad is my dad's cousin, so yea.] is already here in Spore! She's bad la, I emailed her my number but she didn't call me. HMPF! Anywayz, I'll be meeting her later. YEY! So happy la.. My heart goes shalalalala..

And guess what? I'm going for cg meeting tonight. Another song.. It's so nice to be happy, shalala.. Hahaha. I'm so happy today. I know I sounded so down on my previous entry and yes, I was. But aiya.. if you know me, then you know la.. I cry for awhile then I'll be extremely happy with small things already. Like mad girl? Hahaha, no la. I just don't want to cry to much. Siao ah? Waste my tears laaa.. HAHA. OMG. I'm listening to We belong together by Mariah Carey. Haha. And oh ya, do you guys know that my boyfriend was hired to be Mariah Carey's boylet there? REALLY. Don't believe go watch la! HAHAHAHAHAHA! He's very hawt can? I wish he's the ONE for me. WAHAHAHA! Even in my dreams, I can't find him. Haha. Day dream can.. Hahaha. Aiya, you know who is my boyfriend or not??? WENTWORTH MILLER la! OMG. I can't believe you're thaaaaaaaaaat slow. Grrrrrrrr! Wahahaha.. Kidding!

Ok, I gottago now. I gotta CLEAN MY ROOM! Then meet my dear Christine.

I'm hungry. I haven't eaten my brunch yet. URGH!

Taaaaaa~!

I don't know why I'm feeling so down. I guess I know what it is la. But why? I feel like I'm so lost, like a fool. Why is my life so complicated? Tears roll down my cheeks non stop. I can't even type properly now. BRB.

WHY? Why is my life like this? WHY IS IT SO COMPLICATED?? Why can't it be just straight to the point?

WHY? WHY? WHY? So many whys.. All I know is that, it's God's plan. I know He have already told me some of the reasons but.. Ok fine! You're always the boss. You're the ONLY boss! I'll follow You. Well, I got no choice. I don't wanna go back to my old life.

I want and NEED your unconditional love, Lord. You know my heart's desires.. and yes, I need You to love me. I need to feel your unconditional love.. You're my only source of strength.

I love You, Lord!

Dear God,

I was only thinking of it. I haven't even decided if I should ask You but You already answered me. You're really so amazing! You know why I didn't dare ask You? Because I thought that You'd say 'NO'. Now I learn to really trust You in whatever questions I want to ask You. Even if it'll seem so impossible to get what I want.

Indeed, You don't ignore us. You just want us to follow and wait on You. Lord, I'm truly in love. So in love with You. I've never felt that love before. I know I loved a guy so much before. But Your love is different! It's too much for me. How could You love a person like me so much that You even died for me? And for me to repay you, I'd follow you even if things get super complicated and the mountains get so much higher. I don't care about what others would say. It doesn't matter. What matters is, what You'll say. You're the only one I want to please, God.

Your love is so perfect. That's the love I've never felt before even when I really felt that I loved him before. Your love can never replace anything in this world. Nothing can ever replace it and no one will ever will. See la, I feel like crying now. You're so magnificent Lord! I'll never leave You. Even if I did, I know You won't leave me. But no, I'll never leave You. There's no more turning back. I'll just follow You. You lead the way. Guide me. Protect me.

Lord, I'm still so amazed. You always do things last minute. Not that I blame You. But the fact that You do things last minute, make me really amazed, love You more and trust You even more. I know that You'll never leave me hanging. In Your own perfect time.. things will be as perfect as how You planned it. (=

I love You so much, Lord. My redeemer. My love. My everything!

Love,
Nikki (=

I wanna keep posting here coz I'm so bored and still very affected.

WHY? WHY? WHY? I feel like crying. I'm super affected. Super super super. He's a great great guy! Why must he use his heart and not his mind? Why is he so vulnerable? I know it's partly my fault. But it never crossed my mind that I'll go back to him and "rescue" him. Because I know, we are not meant to be together forever. God has given us those 5 years and that was it. No more, no less. But why? I was so so so so happy last night already! I was so happy for him. I thought this was it. But it's not! Maybe it is? But it's just sooo wrong!

I know I shouldn't judge his decision because I don't want him to do the same thing to me. But this kind of desperate decision? It cannot be real. I loved him and I really don't want him to be hurt ever again. Why must I be so difficult to be replaced? Am I that great? They're so many girls out there who are much better than me, I guess. But I think I'm just really special. Now, there's a smile on my face. (= Hehe. When I love someone, I'll love him until like there's no more room for the love in my heart. I know the ONE will come at the RIGHT time when I'm really more mature. I'm saying more mature spiritually. Hehehe. I know I can look and act so immaturely sometimes but I'm not ok. HMPF!

But why? WHY? WHY? WHY? I know that I should respect his decision. Yes, I ALMOST did. But when I got to know more information about the girl, I was like, OMG. And I started giving him advice. What do I get? "She's actually a nice girl. Just that she's been influenced and all.."

"ACTUALLY A NICE GIRL"? HOW YOU KNOW? You've known her four freaking days! God, please help me help him. I really want him to be with someone else. Not that freako. He's not going to be mine forever but at least, give him to someone else who is worthy and MORE MATURE PLEASE?

I'm soooooo affected. I really cannot take it and it keep coming to my mind. How could someone be so dumb in finding replacement? Why is he not strong? I thought he was. I thought I was not. But it's all You, Lord. Really, You. If not for You, maybe I already killed myself? That's how much I loved my ex. I remember last time when I still loved him with all my heart, I always told him that if he ever ever ever leaves me for another girl, I'd kill him, chop his body into pieces and burn it. Haha. So violent ah? But he's still alive what. Why? Coz I don't love him anymore. Hehe. And maybe I'd still say that to my future boyfriend and once he hears me say that to him, he'll know that I already love him so much. Or maybe he'd run away. HAHA!! Later no one wants to be with me anymore, so don't tell my violent secret to anyone. Haha. Eh, no la Lord, if not for You, I'd still be with him la. Hahahahaha. But I can only choose one. And I chose You. Only You.. You are my TRUE love.

URGH. I think I should watch tv and forget what is happening in my world.

Sometimes, I feel that it's so tough to be Nelkris Kate Naval Amante. Bluekz. But still, I'll never give up. This things happened for a purpose. My life is great ok? Who knows there is someone who wants to be me? Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha.. Dream on, Nikki!

Thank You, Lord for loving me so much. My life is so complicating but when I turn to your side, it all just become so perfect. Left = him, his freako girl [thank God they're not together yet! But he's starting to like her, which is absolutely disgusting!] and some other things. Right = My Almighty God who strengthens me and ALREADY planned my life.

You're still the ONE for me, Lord.

I couldn't sleep last night. I slept at 4am and woke up at 9am! Gosh.. Why?? URGH! This is so frustrating.

I cried and cried again. Asked God why this have to happen in my life.. You really need to give up so many things just to follow Him. Need to give up the things and people that you love the most. But I know for sure, I'll be really happy in the future. Maybe I should enjoy my life being single first? Hehe. It's difficult coz I always had him by my side. But I keep praying to God that He strengthens me and I can feel that He does.

URGH. It sucks when you know the people you care about is making a mistake and yet you can't do anything. God, help him.. Oh btw, it's 3.3o pm now. See the difference? Hehehe.

I'm back
to complain...





ROOOOAAAAARRRRRR!















Nokia replied my email and guess what?? HORROR!!! THEY STILL CANNOT TELL ME WHEN MY PHONE IS GONNA BE READY!! HELLO??????????

I think it's too much ok. How could they do this to me? As if their phone sets are so perfect la. If it is, then why are there so many people sending their phones for repairs? URGH. And so, I replied and said that I DEMAND a compensation. Hehehehehe. I feel so demanding but they're so irritating ok. Is there such thing as "We can't confirm when your phone's gonna be ready. We already order the stocks that we need to repair your phone."

WHAAAAT?!! I think I understood their situation too long already. 2 WEEKS and COUNTING. Imagine?! I even called their CARE CENTRE [the name is SOOOOO WRONG!] again to check if my phone was ready. And I forced myself not to scream my lungs out at the guy on the line. I almost lost my patience. I think if they make me wait for 1 more week, I'll demand for a new phone already. I always loved nokia and I think I don't deserve this kind of treatment. URGH.

God teach me how to handle such situations! )'=

I miss my phone badly. For real, I'll sleep now.

I can't forget the 2nd night of Benny Hinn's crusade. It was the best! I really felt God's touch. And yes, it was different. Very different. He was so strong. I wish I could meet Him that way everyday in my secret place. I really love God and I've never felt so in love before.

The 3rd day of crusade was touching too. But it was more into healing and praying for the Chinese people from China. There's too many Chinese in the world that you actually have to say where they're from. Like duh~! There's here in Spore, in Msia, Indo and many more. The 2nd night was the time that I really felt the devil and God battling in my mind and heart. It was sooooo strong! No doubt both was strong. But God is the Almighty and no matter what that pester does, God is the strongest and will still prevail and win! Like how He won on the cross for me. It's all done. It just depends on my if I want to be in heaven or hell. Like what Pst Benny said, "You decide your address! Heaven or hell? It's your choice."

Who would be so dumb to choose hell right?

There were so many great healings on the 3rd day. Especially the greatest healing of all: Spiritual healing. There was this Buddhist woman who got saved. And there was a Malaysian Indian who was a free thinker who felt God's love for the first time. I truly think that that's the best testimony. Getting saved and surrendering God your life is the best thing any soul could ever do. Trusting a God whom you don't see requires a lot of faith specially when you are older and believe in other gods.

I'm so sleepy but I can't sleep coz I'm still in front of my laptop. hahaha. And I'm watching tv. URGH. This is the last week of my holidays. It's difficult to come by and I KNOW I'm gonna miss it like mad. I'm gonna miss my late night shows...!!

Bleeeeeaaaahh. I'm gonna lie down now ok. Byeeeee! Have a great morning everyone.. (=

I just came back from Benny Hinn's crusade, day 2. It was super amazing. God is soooooo powerful. I've never felt His presence that powerful and strong before. I'm so blessed and I really love Him so much. I wanna draw so much closer to Him and I wish I could feel that kind of feeling I felt tonight, everyday! God is so good. He's so magnificent.

That devil tried to distruct me so many times. So irritating! But I kept praying and I even prayed harder. It didn't leave me soon but eventually it did. Of course, my God is the Almighty and He's the ruler of my world.

I'm so happy. I love you, everyone! I'm so in love right now. Like, totally. (=

Good night everyone. I gotta meet my members at 11am. La la la.. Muax to everyone who reads this.

I just reached home from Jurong East. I met GJ, Micah and Meleo opppps, Meleah, hehehe, for BS then GJ & I went to Jurong East to meet Lucas, Cil & her friends to have dinner. Oh, I feel tired. I don't know why. I woke up so late.. but why am I so lethargic? I think I overslept. Haha. Yes, I did. I slept for 10 hours? OMG. I'm such a pig. But hey, I won't be able to do this again when school starts ok? Lemme have the time of my life, sleeping. Haha.


We had dinner at LJS [IMM] and that was my first meal of the day. Hehe. My dinner+supper last night filled my stomach so much that I could actually fast for the next whole day [today]. But of course, it's not going to be nice if I didn't eat at all. So yea, I ate. Hehe. After that, we went to Jurong errrrr.. I dunno la what that plaza is called. It's nearer to the MRT station than IMM to the MRT station. Oh ya, it was my 2nd time to be step into IMM. Hehe. Felt that I was in a province or something. Hehe. It's like so far away from every place. We had dessert at Mc. So again, I'm so full and now, I can fast for the whole week again. Haha.


Speaking of food.. Here are the photos that we took last night.. Yum yum yum.. I could become a fat fat short short short old woman if I have this kind of food and serving everyday of my life. And say, 3 meals a day?? Waaaaaaa. I think I'll die on my couch munching my nachos with cheese. Hahahaha.



Yummy appetizer. Yummy nachos with yummy cheese.




This is my delicious, mouthwatering, exquisite main course meal.





Ate Marge's errrrrmz, enjoyable main course + nachos & cheese + my super gratifying meal.


Ate Marge's delightful meal.



Grrrrrrr. Me food tripping! But why.. Why am I holding the vegetable? See, Marge ate all!! I only ate the greens. Hahaha. Kidding!





Ate Marge with her smoothies. Tell you what, this wasn't even taken by me. She was with her friend this time. No wonder she goes to the gym. Food trip + work out = Same weight.




Food glorious food!





My scrumptious dessert.






I was praying that God would remove all the fats but the taste would remain..





Sinful. And I mean VERY SINFUL! Of course, I didn't even touch the strawberry. I don't like it. But strawberry is my favourite candy flavour.






Ate Marge's tempting dessert. Sooooooo yummy.


After this meal, we couldn't walk. Haha. My tummy was soooooo full. There was no room for air. Haha. No ventilation. Haha. I almost fainted. Kidding! There was even this Filipino waiter who was a flirt. Haha. But you know those gay kinda flirt? Haha. He seemed sooooo soft. OMG. Guys like that are sooooo turn off. Especially if they are good looking and sweet smelling! Imagine, he looks sooooo gooooood looking and the second he opens his mouth and say his name.. My oh my.. The voice tells it all. Hahaha. Hey, I didn't say that all soft guys are gays ok! My brother is straight!!! HAHA.


Hmmmm.. I need to meet my members at 2.30pm at Kallang tomorrow. So early huh? What to do? I bet there'll be even more people who will be there earlier la. I'm so excited! This is going to be my first BH crusade. Yey! And Joyce is coming with me. I'm so happy for her. (=


I gottago now peeps. I wanna watch tv. (= I'm a tv freako. Love my companion so very muchy much. (((((=


Good Night everyone~ Muax

I just got home from a DATE. Hehe. With my dear aunt. HAHA. Hi Ate Marge! Hehe. She asked me out like, 5.30pm. Asked me to meet her at 7.45pm ok. She even said... It's gonna be an "AMAZING RACE". Waaaaa~! Then, she was late. She even warned me not to be late. LOL. It's been weeks since I last bonded with her. LOL. BONDED. Ya, MIGHTY BOND. LOL.. Whaaat? You don't understand? You slow la.. Haha. Joke! d=

We ate at New York New York and the food was extremely good. It's already 12.50am and I'm still FULL. OMG OMG OMG. This is very very bad la. How to lose weight? I could fast for a week in this condition. HAHA. I wish la~! We had quite a few photos of the food. But it's with her, so gotta wait..



Check this out:


[photo taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:April_8th_Bird_eye_view.JPG]



This thing is called: Singapore Flyer. LOL. It's stated at Marina Bay and it's very very huge! It's a Giant Observation Wheel and it's NOT a ferry's wheel. LOL. Well, from far I thought it was but it's massive so I thought again.. Hehe. It will consist of a wheel with a 150 metre diameter built over a three-storey terminal building for a total height of around 165 metres!! Imagine... OMG. It's exceptional, baby! I can't wait for it to officially open! Like, OMG! I'm gonna ride it. I don't care. And guess when the opening date is??
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14 FEBRUARY 2008!!!!
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And I CAN'T WAIT! Haha. I don't know why but I'm getting all excited. I really wanna ride it, with someone special. LOL. I know. It's still a long way to go and I don't have a someone extremely special now.. But even so, I wanna ride it. Maybe with my friends.. But then, I thought.. Sure there'll be thousands of couples who would want to spend their date up there. And for sure, I'll get jealous.. Maaaaaaan! I dislike getting jealous. It just itches my heart! Hahaha. Perhaps I'll just 'rent' a guy who can pose as my bf when I ride that flyer. Imagine.. When the capsule is on its highest, everyone would be kissing their partner.. Waaaaaa~ You imagine, I don't want to imagine la.. Haha. But then again, it's not worth 'renting' a guy. Coz you don't love him. Haaaaaaaaaay.. Life oh life..


Why does it have to happen? You loved someone with all your heart and in the end, BOOOOOOOOM. "Sorry, we're not meant to be. Bye!" URGH! Sometimes, the past still haunts me. LOL. As if it's a nightmare! Haha. I never ever will think it's a nightmare because, I've learnt so much in my past relationship and one of them is to be really grateful coz of the love that you have. It was hard to let go.. Because he was your everything. EVERYTHING, you know. All these years.. We were like almost meeting each other. Then one fine day, you're with no one. Like your other half is gone. Felt like you had no more reason to be still alive. You had no purpose in life. Felt like you're on this earth as a waste of space. Felt like the whole earth is on you, literally.


Life oh life. Why does it have to be this way? But hey, I've moved on and I'm so thankful & grateful that now, I know I'm in the right path. I'm looking at the prize. I just can't help but think of the past. I'm soooo jealous when I see anyone so happy with their future partner. But I stay strong. I wish I could always be strong. I know God has so much plans in my life. And He has so many reasons why my life was like that in the past, why He had to allow such things to happen to me. There are some things in life that it's just not meant to be. No matter how much you try, if it's not meant to be, then it's never gonna be.


We tried so much.. Planned so much for the future.. URGH.. I'm crying again. MAN. I hate this. But I'm getting so emotional. I hate it when I think about the plans that we made in the past. We had to wait only 2 more years.. But it's not never gonna happen anymore. But I believe that by that time, you're already happy with someone else. And me? I don't know. Sometimes, I think I'll be left on the shelf. HAHA. Really.. I know I think too much. But who would want an irritating girl like me? I don't even think there's anyone else who would love me like how much you loved me. I miss those days when you said that I'm so irritating but you still loved me so very much. Now, it's all JUST memories. I loved it when you said I was your number one. Felt so extremely good. But we're different. Just SOOOO very different. I loved you with all my heart but there was something missing in our relationship. It's God. He wasn't in it coz we have different ones..


Man, I miss you. The YOU. But you're not THE ONE for me. However, I'm glad you've also moved on. At least you don't pester and 'propose' to me anymore. HAHA. You're mad la. Hahaha. You don't deserve me. You're such a great guy. I'm sure you're gonna get a great girl as well. Better than me, perhaps? But still I think I'm the BEST la. Not to you but to my future partner. HAHAHA.


No, my ex doesn't know of this blog and I don't intend to tell him. I'm just letting my emotions go. Sometimes this happens when try to stay strong and don't talk about it because you don't want to remember it. My best friend is gone but I'm alright. I've gained a God who is more than enough for me.


Alright, this entry is soooooooo long. From food to Singapore Flyer to BGR to past. And now, I'm gonna watch tv. HUWAATTT??!!! ANTM4 on 5??!!! Yea, boy!


Thanks for reading this useless friggin' long entry.


*burppppppppppps* I'm still SOOOOOOO FULL!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you, Ate Marge! Muax.


Nightssss.. =D


**UPDATE**

I blogged about my ex doesn't mean I still want him back or whatsoever. It's all JUST memories ok and I don't feel that way anymore. That's why all is in past tense? If I want him, I can jolly well go back to him like nobody's business. Yes, sometimes I miss the past. But it's all over now and I never want to go back because I know someday, I'll be soooo in love again with THE ONE. It's just not easy when you're back to one after such a looooooooooooong time. But hey, I love my life now.

Nokia is getting on my nerves!! I want and NEED my mobile phone BACK! Man, how could they be friggin' slow?? I went on 28 MARCH 07 to their ONLY Care Centre to repair my phone. The collection date was 31 MARCH 07. So I went on 31st to collect my phone. Waaaaaaaaaaaaa~! Then that young guy on the front desk who gave out the Q numbers told me that my phone was not ready yet. And he wasn't even apologetic ok! I have worked in service industry for a few months, well that would be a year if you combine all together. And I was always nice to the customers ok. Even if that Carl's Jr paid me low wages, I still did my job well in serving the customers. And here.. NOKIA the largest phone brand on earth.. customer service is friggin' bad! WHY WHY WHY! I EXPECT people to serve me at least, WELL. I'm not asking for an OUTSTANDING customer service.

That young chap even said, "Oh just wait for your turn and you can ask the people who will serve you when your phone will be ready." FOR WHAT? FUN AH? NOT FUN OK!! Crazy ah?! I was from work that time ok. Then you expect me to wait for 20mins or longer just to wait to talk to the people there? AS IF I'M GONNA GET BACK MY PHONE LA! Then I was like, "Can you just tell me when I can collect. I don't want to waste my time" Then he was like, "3-5 working days.. The equipment that we need to for your phone is out of stock" CRAZY AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I almost fainted la~! Ok, I give chance because there were so many other customers at the back. I don't want them to get pissed coz I was taking so long.

So, on the 3rd working day, I called their ONLY Care Centre. This time, the customer service officer was a lady. AND SHE TOLD ME THE SAME FREAKING THING~!!! Do they think I like to play games? It's already my GRANDMOTHER'S BIRTHDAY and my precious phone is NOT with me yet!! I lost all my contacts coz of that repair. AND MY PHONE IS NOT WITH ME YET!! I miss my phone badly and I DEMAND an explanation from nokia so I contacted them.. Here it goes:

I sent my phone for repair on 28 MARCH 07. It's already 11 APRIL 07 and I still haven't received my phone yet. How could this be?! I know my phone has so many defects but shouldn't your ONLY Care Centre have all the required equipment? I'm really not please with this service. It's not fun and easy going around and borrowing other people's old phones for A WEEK or so. Who does that, anyway? Only people like me who has this kind of situation because of NOKIA'S BAD SERVICE and SLOW TECHNICAL SUPPORT. SUPPORT! Can you see that? You are to SUPPORT and not make people wait FOR SUCH A LONG TIME! I need an explanation but I don't want to hear the old, "We don't have the stocks. Your phone's gonna get ready in 3-5 working days' time." Oh by the way, I've heard that 'Your phone's gonna get ready in 3-5 working days' time.' 2 times! On the day that I was supposed to collect my phone and on the following 3rd WORKING day! And of course, I lost interest in calling your ONLY Care Centre because I've been waiting for a long time for my phone and I don't want to waste my phone bill on waiting so I could speak to someone. So, I check the status on the net DAILY. Perhaps any of you could contact me and EXPLAIN! Here is my Tracking No: WHLA150129-001. I've been waiting for someone to AT LEAST call & apologise or inform me on the situation. But no one did! And even when I went to collect or called on the phone to check if my phone was ready, BOTH customer service officers didn't apologise and even looked/sounded so arrogant as if it was none of their business! Now, someone call me!

Very long ah? HAHAHA. Coz I waited for so long so, they get a very long 'feedback' as well. They should be thankful I didn't go to their ONLY Care Centre to make a scene. Well, I wouldn't want to embarrass myself too. Haha. And I don't want to call them to ask someone to speak to me. So the easiest way is to contact them thru email, or feedback. Lol. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I'm really pissed la ok. GJ's phone has been with me for a week or so. And it's not even hers! It's her dad's!! Very malu ok and her dad wants it back because he uses it with a globe SIM card[Philippines' kinda SIM]. My old phone is spoil. That's why I bought a new phone right? Oh and guess what? My warranty is going to end soon, no no. TOMORROW! So IRRITATING! If I know they don't have the stocks, I'd send it for repair today ah! At least, I could have used my precious phone for the past week! But nvm.. I'll wait and they'd better call me ah.

It's only 11.50AM and I'm already blogging about that irritating nokia. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr~! On the bright side of life.. Hehehe. It's a new day and I wanna thank God for it. I hope I would do something great today. Haha. I've been going out.. eat, sleep, shop, watch tv, movies.. In short, spending money and wasting time. I hope GJ could make it today for BS. I miss BS and I really really really wanna finish my GS. My oh my.. I'm still stuck there. I gotta move fast. Sometimes, I feel so dry and really useless. Haaaaaaaaaay.

Benny Hinn is coming and I can't wait for it. I have never went for any of his conferences before! HAHA. Well, I Qd with my CHEC friends after school on 2005. But the Q was just tooooooo long. We didn't get in in the end. We tried 2 times ok, to no vail.. Hmmmmmm..

Oh ya, I want everyone to meet ANGELO. He's really small and cute. He came into my life on 9 April 2007. He stays with me & sleeps in my room. I love him so much.. Well, one day I'll show you guys his photo. HEHEHEHEHE.

Oh, I gottago now. I want to bathe and maybe eat lunch. After that, I don't know what to do already. Oh man, school is starting soon! I miss school but the workload kills me. But I know this time, I'm gonna be so great. I need to be.. Coz He's with me.

Ta!~

ROOOOAAAR!!

New blog. OMG. I really hope this is the LAST one la. Eh, no. This isn't going to be the last one. HAHA. I know. Coz I've got future plans, you see. HAHA.

I miss blogging but I really don't like my url. It's not nice lorr.. I want www.kutiekatiekate.blogspot.com back!! I emailed blogger already and they lied! They said I can use it already. BUT WHY STILL CANNOT?? HMP! Never mind as long as I know it's not used by other people then I'm ok. OK only ok.. NOT happy.. HAHA.

I've got no time to create a new skin or even take one from www.blogskins.com Soon ok.. Maybe next week. Hehehe. Happy happy happy..

Okies la, me gtg.. Next time here again..

Tralalala.. Good night everyone! [as if anyone of you know this site yet!]