I wanna get well. Why am I still feeling so weak? Huhuhuhuhu..
I thought I could do some work during my 2 days MC but I couldn't!! I was too weak. My head was spinning and all I did was to sleep. The medicines puts me to sleep. Urgh!
Wednesday 1.30am: Karen prayed for me. I couldn't take the pain and she was the only one I thought would be awake. THANKS KAREN!
Wed, 7am: I woke up. Went back to sleep after 10mins.
Wed, 8am: Called mama. Told her I wanted to see a doctor.
Wed, 9am: Went to Marine Parade Polyclinic.
Wed, 11am: Went to the library to borrow some books.
Wed, 12nn: Reached home. Slept till 6pm.
Wed, 10pm: Slept till Thurs, 9am. But 1.38am, 5am, 7am I woke up.
Thurs, 3pm: Slept till 7pm.
Thurs, 12mn: Slept till Fri, 8am.
Fri, 9.15am: Reached school.
I felt like I was floating when I was in school. Like I was dreaming.. I thought I would faint anytime.. I saw Mark when I was in level 7. I submit my LOA form. I sat there for a few minutes. I couldn't take the giddiness. I went down with Mark, at least I had someone with me in case I faint. Haha.
I reached home before 12nn. Took my medicine without eating anything. I was very weak to eat. Woke up at 4pm.
I'm so tired of being sick like this! I just want to be like my normal self.
I just received an email from Ms Catherine Ng informing me that I'm one of the chosen nine to sing for November's event in Temasek Polytechnic [TP]! This is all thanks to Him! I never thought that I'd be able to perform in such a huge institute! Wow, before I got into TP, I already thought of singing in an event... but I didn't know how it was going to happen. I even thought it was IMPOSSIBLE! TP is such a big school and how do you show the world your talent when you only know like 1% [or even less] of the lecturers and students? Well, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE in God! It's ALL His works! I could have never done it without Him. I was so elated [and I still am] when I saw the email that all my tiredness just faded away. Hehe. [I have been sleeping for 4-5 hours for the past 4 days!]
I just reached home from school, like, half hour ago. Yes, I know very late. But at least, the video's done and... IT'S VERY GOOD!! At least, for me. I mean, for us! It's really team work! KAYE, LQ, ELIZABETH AND I! Thank God for my group members! I'll upload the video soon.. when I have time.
Actually, I didn't want to blog but as I told you, I'm so delighted! I hope I can sleep early. Hehe. Thank God I'm able to use my talent to glorify His name! All this I do for You! I was very lazy to go for the audition.. but it's not for me, it's for You! If not for You, I wouldn't have got in. If not for You, I'm nothing.
Thank You so much, Lord! I'm so thankful for this awesome blessing!
PS. I will be MIA for quite some time. I will be very busy with project submissions. I know you guys will miss me. Hehe.
I'm still in awe.. I'm just an ordinary girl serving an EXTRAordinary God! I just can't thank You enough. I'll shine for You!
Yo! Here I am again. Most of the photos are really small. I'm too lazy to click on it at E316's blog to save it as the full size. So yea... Thanks for the photos, Karen! muaaccckkkkkksssssss! And pleaseeeee, stop taking our photos! You have to be IN the photo too ok?? Next time!!! <3s
E316's girls [where's swee?], Steffy and Shaun at the back.
TABOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Now, with W212! SAs VS the rest [The REST {my group, duh!~} won!]. Wooohoooo!
"Your 'flame'" which is actually PHLEGM! Haha.
I had fun with them, all of them! I WANT MORE TABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO please!
My boyfriend in my dreamland is already calling me! Nights~ or.. Morning~~
GOSH! I NEED TO TAKE THIS DOWN!:
I'M HAPPY TODAY! AFTER A LONG LONG LONG TIME, I FINALLY SAW YOU VIEWED MY PROFILE. YOU MADE ME WAIT FOR SO LONG CAN? HAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!!! Hahahahahahahahahaha.
I love You, forever!
12:16 AM
Wooooohooooooo. 2 days without entry. Ei, I know la! I have an entry on thurs but it's considered wed ok? Look at the time! Hahaha.
I went to Dess' house on thurs! How I missed that girl! Gosh! I missed her voice. Hehe. She was my singing khaki. She sings soooooooooooo well can? I'm so in love with beautiful voices.
Speaking of singing, I went to school on fri for the singing audition! =D I sang Thanks to you by Tyller Collins and Some Hearts by Carrie Underwood. Bla bla.. Went home sleep.. Yada yada..
CG meeting with W212 today at Diana's place. Yada yada. Went to Esplanade. Yada yada.
Going to church tomorrow. YEY! The next entry is the photos from today's or rather, yesterday's [it's already 1.27am. wooooot? cannot is it? Erika and I exchanged YouTube videos la. hehehe] cg meeting with Jared's W212.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
1:48 AM
Christopher and I couldn't stop laughing! I loike how he/she flicks his/her hair, how he/she looks in the camera, how he/she looks in the computer screen to see how he/she is looking like [1:53-1:51, THE BEST! WAHAHAHA], how he/she moves his/her hands, like how he/she pretends that he/she is holding a mic, how his/her hair is being blown by the fan and the what else? The voice!!! Wahahahahahahahaha. I think from 1:00 onwards. GOSH, then he/she "belt" out his/her voice! Wahahahaha. Very long ler. Hahahahahaha. The last part is the BEST OF THE BESTEST! When he/she ended his/her concert with an attitude. Woooooohooooooooo!
Filipinos can be very very weird sometimes. Check out more of his/her videos here.
Gosh. YouTube is my best friend now! Hahaha. It's funny how I get into such videos. But hey! I'm having fun! Hehehehe.
Good night~
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
8:56 PM
I still can't get the voices of the Little Big Stars out of my head! I still believe that one day.. I can sing the songs of Beyonce, Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston, Chaka Khan and the other powerhouse voices! La la la.. I'm so jealous!! Huhuhu. They are soooooooooo young but they sing the songs of those superb singers. And me? Huhuhu. I don't want to talk about it.
I'm going to ask my papa if he can sponsor my vocal lesson fees. It's $175/5 half-hour lessons. Wonder what he'll say. I seldom see him nowadays. )=
Here's more of the CHILDREN singing. BUT they sing like ADULT! Huhuhuhuhu... I'm so green!
*jaw drop* She's only 13 years old and she can sing Whitney Houston's songs... She's got more of Whitney's songs. Go check them out..
This is a MUST watch! You can choose not to watch the rest of the videos but this, you must watch! First 3 are the finalists from the small division. The last 4 are the finalists of big division.
Listening to them makes my hair stand! I'm so ATTRACTED TO PEOPLE WHO CAN SING and this just makes me ADORE ALL OF THEM!! I'm so going to pray as early as NOW that my children will have voices like this or even better! Then I'm going to bring them to the Philippines so they can join such competitions. And I'm NOT JOKING! This is my heart's desire. Hahaha.
Ok, I'm done here. I'm so going to listen to them again!
2:15 PM
Breathe - City Harvest Church
YOU ARE MY GOD Anatawa あなたは
CLOSER TO ME Chikakuni ちかくに
THAN THE AIR THAT I BREATHE Toikino yo 吐息のよう
ALL THAT I AM Mikotoba みことば
FORMED BY YOUR WORD Subeteo すべてを
I’M MADE IN YOUR HANDS Tsukurareta つくられた
CAPTIVATED, BY YOUR BEAUTY Anatano uruwashisa あなたの うるわしさ
FALLING DEEPER IN YOU Ware o torae われを とらえ
BREATHE INTO MY SOUL Breathe Inochi no いのちの
SPIRIT OF GOD Ibukio 息吹を
FILL MY LIFE WITH YOUR PRESENCE Fukikake ikashi ふきかけ 生かし
HIDE UNDER YOUR SHADOW Waga sakedokoro わが避けどころ
DWELL IN YOUR SECRET PLACE Shuno mitsubasa 主の御つばさ
IT’S YOU I LONG FOR (TO REPEAT) Motomeruu もとめる
IT’S YOU I LONG TO KNOW (TO END) Ima motomeru 今もとめる
YOU ARE MY SONG Kurayami 暗闇
IN MY DARKEST NIGHT Utau 歌う
I WILL SING OF YOUR DAWN Yoake no uta 夜明けのうた
ALL OF MY DAYS Awaremito あわれみと
YOU FILL MY LIFE Megumio めぐみを
WITH MERCY AND GRACE Taezu utau たえず歌う
CAPTIVATED, BY YOUR BEAUTY Anatano uruwashisa あなたの うるわしさ
FALLING DEEPER IN YOU Ware o torae われを とらえ
BREATHE INTO MY SOUL Breathe Inochi no いのちの
SPIRIT OF GOD Ibukio 息吹を
FILL MY LIFE WITH YOUR PRESENCE Fukikake ikashi ふきかけ 生かし
HIDE UNDER YOUR SHADOW Waga sakedokoro わが避けどころ
DWELL IN YOUR SECRET PLACE Shuno mitsubasa 主の御つばさ
IT’S YOU I LONG FOR (TO REPEAT) Motomeruu もとめる
IT’S YOU I LONG TO KNOW (TO END) Ima motomeru 今もとめる
EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE Hibi anata o 日々 あなたを
I WILL WAIT ON YOU Machinozomu 待ち望む
IN YOUR PRESENCE MY HEART Shuno rinzai 主の臨在
AND STRENGTH RENEW Dakeo だけを
EVERY MOMENT I LIVE Donna tokimo どんなときも
I WILL WORSHIP YOU Agamemasu あがめます
YOU’VE SATURATED MY SOUL Inochino mizu no 命の水の
MY HEART FLOWS RIVERS OF LIVING WATER Kawa afure nagareru 川溢れ流れる
BREATHE INTO MY SOUL Breathe Inochi no いのちの
SPIRIT OF GOD Ibukio 息吹を
FILL MY LIFE WITH YOUR PRESENCE Fukikake ikashi ふきかけ 生かし
HIDE UNDER YOUR SHADOW Waga sakedokoro わが避けどころ
DWELL IN YOUR SECRET PLACE Shuno mitsubasa 主の御つばさ
IT’S YOU I LONG FOR (TO REPEAT) Motomeruu もとめる
IT’S YOU I LONG TO KNOW (TO END) Ima motomeru 今もとめる
This is what I mean by my voice is NOT that nice! I know some people who heard me saying that before think I'm deaf or just boasting or just trying to gain some attention! But that's NOT TRUE! That's what I really feel. I'm a Filipino and there are millions of other Filipinos who can sing really well! I wish I can have such powerful voice. Especially that last video. ROAR! I'm so jealous! And uhm, they are VERY YOUNG! I think the 8 year old girl haven't even had her period yet! Hahaha. Of all things to think of! Very small bodies but the voices are like as big as Jupiter. I'm short too.. why can't I have a voice like the whole universe? *pouts and stare on the floor*
I know I have so much potential in me and I've been thinking [for quite sometime already].. of going for vocal lessons. I still can't sing Through the fire by Chaka Khan! I told myself that if I can sing that song with confidence and elegance and like how she sang in her video as if it's sooooooooo effortless, I can declare to the whole world that I have a super great powerful voice! Hahaha.
Somehow, I wish that I can go back to the Philippines and listen to beautiful voices. Gosh! I want to have Chaka Khan's voice! No, this is better! I wanna renew my voice. Better, more powerful, more confidence, more everything la! HARD WORK!!
Audition's this friday! I'm going to shine for my First Love!
Use me again!
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Don't concentrate on the hair please. Hehe.
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I didn't know I was STILL online when I went out. Haha. So, I was online all along.. And when I reached home, I was shocked to see so many messages from different people! And some of them were even sent to me at 6+. Haha. Even Ian [my brother!] thought I went online outside. Haha. I forgot to log off from my laptop and so, I was online all night along while I was in Cineleisure watching movie!
So, if you see me online and I don't reply.. It's either I don't want to talk to you or I'm actually not in front of the computer! And SORRY in advance. Uhm, ya.. Sorry for not wanting to chat with some people too. That's sooooooooo not sincere!
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nights~
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
1:38 PM
Go Tyra!
"Kiss.. my.. fat.. ass!" << I like this! Or rather, if you have problem with me too, you can do the same! (;
Time to work! Going out later to watch Nancy Drew! Haha. Of all GREAT movies.. Hehe.
No clouds in my storms Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank Coming down with the Dow Jones When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella We fly higher than weather And G5’s are better, You know me, an anticipation, for precipitation. Stacked chips for the rainy day Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine Rihanna where you at?
[Rihanna] You have my heart And we'll never be worlds apart May be in magazines But you'll still be my star Baby cause in the dark You can't see shiny cars And that's when you need me there With you I'll always share Because
[Chorus] When the sun shines, we’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be a friend Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between You're part of my entity, here for Infinity When the war has took it's part When the world has dealt it's cards If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart Because
[Chorus] When the sun shines, we’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be a friend Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
You can run into my arms It's okay don't be alarmed Come into me There's no distance in between our love So go on and let the rain pour I'll be all you need and more Because
[Chorus] When the sun shines, we’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be a friend Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
It's raining Ooh baby it's raining Baby come into me Come into me It's raining Oh baby it's raining
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Gosh. This song is soooooo stuck in my head!
Nights~
Monday, June 18, 2007
9:57 PM
No words can describe how much it feels when the person that you love is with someone else. You just feel that your heart is breaking into million pieces, literally. Urrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh!
No, my heart is NOT broken. Haha. I watched Channel 8's 9pm show la! Hehehehehe.
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This is drawn by Jeremiah! He drew it using my table pc. He's so cute! But, uhm, the name was written by me. Everything else, was by him. (;
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Woooooooops~ But they are very brave and still walked on with elegance! (=
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I went to school today and there were quite a lot of people for a term break. Think there's really NO term BREAK! It's not a break. It's just an extra time for us to do our projects.
We re-shot some of the scenes of our final video. Met at Design school, ate. Went to the lab, make up. Went to the toilet, level1 to re shoot! Gosh. Our video is longer than what is required! And the transitions were not included yet! I wonder just how long our video is.
I'll upload the video once it's already finished! (;
Group 2 Members: Kaye, Liang Qin, Elizabeth, Kate Director: All of us Editor: All of us Music: KAYE!! Ghost: ELIZABETH!! Student: KATIE KATE!! Violent Ah Lian: Kaye [she's EXTREMELY violent! haha] Extra Ah Lian [oppppps d=]: Liang Qin
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Ok, I gtg now. TV's calling.
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Oh ya, I dyed my hair last night. Haha.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
11:05 PM
*burps*
I was supposed to go to the library and do some research after fellowshipping with my cell group members and SWEE [sorry babe!]! But had to leave early coz my mama told me [like so last minute!] we were going to have lunch and celebrate FATHER'S DAY!! So my family and Tita Maris' children went to Little India to eat lunch! We ate INDIAN FOOD! Yippeeee! I'm so full! *burps again*
I love you, PAPA! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
Here are some of the photos, uhm of the food! (=
Chicken, Prawn Masala & Rice with Fish curry.
My very huge prawn!
Prawn masala! Yummy!!!
Fish head curry!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
I'm almost done!
Went home and I slept. I was so sleepy! *yawns* And the thing is..... I was supposed to do my project! Wasted my energy to bring my laptop! Thank God for our van. I didn't need to bring anything in the restaurant, except my empty but very big stomach.
At 6pm, we sent Tita Maris' family to Vivo City. They took a bus back to KL, Malaysia.
Jeremiah's hands looks amputated!
Then he said, "Take my whole body!" So here it is.. (;
Then my family went to Paya Lebar NTUC. Then ate dinner at Long John Silver's. Guess what? It's my family's first time to dine in at LJS! Haha. But we enjoyed it! It was really cheap though!! WOW, $26 for 6 people!
Uhm, here's a weird menu in Far East Plaza.
This was taken when I had dinner with Lucas and Mark the other day. Hahaha.
A round of applause to KAREN WONG!
*clapsssssssssssss*
Thanks so much girl for waking up earlier than the usual just to give me bible study! I really appreciate it soooooo much! Love you. LOVE LOVE LOVE! (;
My greatest aim in life is LOVE God!
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Thank God for Blogger saving our entries automatically!! Coz, I accidentally exited the window.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
11:56 PM
Rain rain go away, Come again another day
The grass is greener on the other side! When it's hot I wish it was rainy season. When it's rainy season, I wish there was clear sky.
My stomach is sooooo bloated. I've been eating alot this days. And.. of course. What goes in, comes out. Haha. Stop it! You're so gross!
I had to be in Lucas' place at 3pm and I took a cab from Orchard! ROAR! The BUS LA! Actually, I can still take the bus BUT THE DRIVER LA! He went on the next lane coz he wanted to over take the bus in front of him. And it's like, he was there for like 10 seconds but I couldn't go take the bus coz it was RAINING and the bus was in the middle! Wasted my energy to run only! Hmpf! Can you please stop blaming other people? You should have had came out of your house 5 minutes earlier so you could take the earlier train! Or at least opened your umbrella a lil quicker when you were in Orchard! So in the end, no choice but to take a cab. But God is GOOD! He gave me Mercedes! La la la.. So comfy. And it was my first time to take Silver cab. Ok enough of that!
Cell group meeting today was great! I felt the presence of God. He's so real. Wow! We played murderer. It's soooo fun! Oh ya, we played heart attack first. 12 of us! Haha. And the "centre" was so far away. Opps, sorry Karen for hurting your lil finger. Hehehe.
Here's a very CUTE video! Extremely cute!
Gosh! Whatever! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [hand gesture and even ROLL EYES!!!!]
You gotta admit she was extremely cute!
Good night. Gotta be in church at 8.15 tomorrow. La la la..
HALL 1, y'all!
2:57 AM
Some random photos. Taken on Micah's 13th Bday.
E316
Me, Micah, Swee & Aunt Mary [Micah's mom] behind.
Good am!~
1:08 AM
HAHA! Read on.. I guessed correctly what the answer for the 3rd joke is! It's kinda obvious though.. Enjoy the slight laughter! (=
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper.
"Hello."
"Is your daddy home?" he asked.
"Yes," whispered the small voice.
May I talk with him?"
The child whispered, "No."
Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult,the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?"
"Yes."
"May I talk with her?"
Again the small voice whispered, "No."
Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?"
"Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman"
Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?"
"No, he's busy", whispered the child.
"Busy doing what?"
"Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer.
Growing more worried as he heard what sounded like a helicopter through the ear piece on the phone, the boss asked, "What is that noise?"
"A helicopter" answered the whispering voice.
"What is going on there?" demanded the boss, now truly apprehensive.
Again, whispering, the child answered, "The search team just landed the Helicopter."
Alarmed, concerned and a little frustrated the boss asked, "What are they searching for?"
Still whispering, the young voice replied with a muffled giggle:
"ME."
*** Joke 2:
A couple came upon a wishing well. The husband leaned over, made a wish and threw in a penny. The wife decided to make a wish, too. But she leaned over too much, fell into the well, and drowned. The husband was stunned for a while but then smiled "It really works!"
*** Joke 3:
There once was a very good old barber in New York.
One day a florist goes to him for a haircut. After the cut, he goes to pay the barber and the barber replies:
"I am sorry. I cannot accept money from you. I am doing community service." The Florist is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and a dozen roses waiting at his door. A policeman goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut.
But the barber replies: "I am sorry. I cannot accept money from you. I am doing community service." The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and a dozen donuts waiting at his door.
A Singaporean software engineer goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies: "I am sorry. I cannot accept money from you. I am doing community service."
The Singaporean software engineer is happy and leaves. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, guess what he finds there? Can you guess?
Come on, think like a Singaporean.... Have you got the answer?
.... a dozen Singaporeans waiting for a free haircut!
12:47 AM
Check this out, y'all! Click here to view it online!
Cool huh?
I couldn't sleep yesterday! I wanted to sleep early, at least 1am. But in the end, I slept at 4am. OMG! I tossed and turned.. My mind was soooooo awake but my body was soooooo weak. URGH! Why can't they just be friends and give in to each other? ROAR!
Auditon today was good! It was nothing much actually. Just took photos of us. Hehe. I met Patricia for the very first time. How cool is that? She's my friendster friend! Hehe! I don't mind accepting strangers in friendster as long as they're filos. Coz I wanna make more FILIPINO friends in Singapore.
Uhm, I got to meet Trish's friends and her bf as well. They're nice people. Loved hanging out with them! I wish I could meet lots more of Filipinos here in Singapore. Yes, I have my Filipino friends BUT! we seldom meet. Huhuhu.
Anywayz, I'm kinda happy today. Yey!
1 week down. 1 more to go.
Give me the strength to continue doing my work!
You're so good! (;
Thursday, June 14, 2007
10:53 PM
I won't watch any tagalog movies tonight! Hahaha. I wanna sleep early la! Haha.
I talked to Cicil alot of times today. Hehe. Yey! I love it when I get to talk to my cell group members. They make me happy, strengthen me in a way or two.
Uhm, I had dinner with Lucas and Mark. AND! They made ME wait! ME! And I'm like the GIRL! Hmpf! But it's ok. Hehe.
Uhm, I have audition tomorrow. I don't really know what I'm getting into. I'm going there as the SALT AND LIGHT! God has given me so much talents and it's time for me to unleash them. Hehe.
I need to sleep now. Lemme tell you the time now. I remember pausing for so many times..
12.24am. HAHA.
GOOD MORNING, once again! (;
1:37 AM
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo into tagalog movies now! Gosh! I watched yet another TWO! HAHA! Kutob [Foreboding] and The Promise. Shucks!!! And once again, I lost weight because of lose of water! Hahaha. Goooooosssssssh!
I slept at 4.45am yesterday. I couldn't sleep because I was thinking so much of the movies I watched. Hahaha! Even in the afternoon, I was thinking of them. Hahaha. I wonder if I will be able to sleep early today. Yea, yea, I know it's already MORNING! Haha. Gosh! I think if I was in the Philippines, I'll watch every romantic movie! Haha!
I miss the Philippines! Gosh gosh gosh!
It takes only eight and a half minute for a spaceship to reach the space! I know so random. Haha. I just got to know about that today, or rather yesterday!
Hmmmmm, gottago now. I think I'll sleep soon. And I HOPE I sleep soon! Thank God it's HOLIDAYS! I can watch as many movies as I want in a day! YEY YEY YEY!! But I realised something- my tagalog is getting worse! I don't understand alot of the words that they use! And sometimes I don't catch what they talk about. Huhu. Even Micah and Meleah knows and understand more tagalog words than I do! Booooohoooooooooo!
I can't wait to visit the Philippines!
Good night!
You chose me, I didn't choose You!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
4:09 AM
ROAR!
I watched another tagalog movie - Dubai BUT! I couldn't find the part two. Urgh! If you're wondering where I watched the movies, I watched it online. It's like YouTube. Ask me for the url! Hahaha.
And so, after realising that the movie was not complete and the part two was missing, I watched another tagalog movie - Don't give up on us. OMG! You choose your destiny. Everything may be there in front of you, but you have the last choice!
I'll tell you the story next time. It's super nice.
I gotta sleep now.
Good morning everyone!
Zzzzzzz~
1:26 AM
Shucks!
I'm like in tears..
I just watched a tagalog movie - All about love and it's sooooooooo romantic. I really love love stories. The movie moved me so much and wish that I could fall in love again. Will I ever fall in love again? I was very in love.. Gosh! Why am I even talking about my past?
I can't help but wish that I'd be in love again. I think everyone wishes to be in love, well to make it complete, be loved by that person too. OMG. I could feel my hair standing when I was watching the movie! OMG! I'm so in love with the movie!
I can't ask for more. I know God loves me more that anyone does and ever will.
I'm so going to watch another movie! I know it's already 1.33am but I'm craving for more! Hehe.
Bubye~
1:25 AM
I always thought that life was sad For someone who's not free I felt the chains binding me from the things I want to see
When you came you changed it all I've never felt the same I hate the thought of losing you There's so much more to give
I believe in love I believe in you I believe in everything The two of us can do I believe in miracles I've seen them all come true So won't you take a chance with me Cause I believe in you
One night I looked upon the stars And saw one shining bright Guiding me through all the times When nothing would seem right
Now I've come to realize There's no else for me Cause after all the pain I felt You've come to set me free
I believe in love I believe in you I believe in everything The two of us can do I believe in miracles I've seen them all come true So won't you take a chance with me Cause I believe in you
I believe in love I believe in you I believe in everything The two of us can do I believe in miracles I've seen them all come true So won't you take a chance with me Cause I believe in you
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
9:48 PM
Wooooohooooo! New skin. I didn't really like the previous skin. Hmmmm. I don't really like the navigation on top. But still, this skin so beautiful! (=
So here is my previous skin.
And here is the new one.
Yey! Don't try emailing to my gmail account because I'll never reply. Lol. I seldom check it.
Off to watch tv, again! CSI here I come!
I'm such a tv freak!
ta!~
5:44 PM
I really love the song in my blog now! Gwen Stefanie's 4 in the morning. I've been trying to embed it here but the imeem doesn't seem to be working though it worked in that song Stolen. That's my another fave song for now.
Uhm, I don't know what to blog about. Hmmm. I haven't been going out of my house. Really. Haha. I've been eating, sleeping and drinking lots of milo! Hahaha.
Nothing much. But I have the photos of the sentosa but I don't think I will upload it now. As usual, from E316's blog. You guys have to visit it! Hehe. Of course, I'm promoting my cell group's blog. Hehe. Oh ya, Karen just changed the tagboard from Chaterbox to Cbox. Yey! Thanks Karen. It's so much better now.
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I need to get out of my house! I really can't stay here and do nothing. I can't study or do my projects at home! I need to get out to study or do something productive. Coz when I'm at home, I'd sleep, watch tv [alot alot alot!!], eat [when i'm super bored or while watching tv!], drink milo [coz i't super yummy and i drink like, 2-3 times a day! OMG! fatssss! and of course milo goes sooooo well with snacks!] and read books. But I won't do my school work, which is like mounting up!
Oh plus, I've been sleeping really alot alot alot alot!! I would get super sleepy when it's only 1am and I'd wake up at 11am! WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPENING TO ME?? 10 hours of sleepy DAILY? This is BAD! Successful people works for 16-18 hours a day. That means they sleep for 6-8 hours a day! And me? ROAR! I need to to something productive. I tried so hard but all I do when I'm in front of my laptop is to toot toot. Ask me what's that toot [2x] Hahaha. I don't want to get caught. Lol. Paranoid!
Hmmmm, I tried asking my parents to buy the Mac desktop. Wahaha. And my mum was like, "We just bought a laptop for you!" Hehe. But I've been thinking.. My dad's laptop [which I used for like a year] is getting super old and tired of living. LOL. And my dad always asks me if he could borrow my laptop [ironic!] to bring to school. What? Your dad is a student?? Yes la! He is. Just like me. He's studying in School of Theology. Huh? Then how he work? His class is from 9am-12nn or 1pm, mon-fri. So he works in the afternoon. Cool huh? Thank God for our van because it's a huge help to my dad. His school is in Jurong West [Boon Lay] Church [City Harvest] and his work place is in Paya Laber [and actually,he can walk to work everyday from home!]. As I was saying, yada yada.. I was thinking of.. telling my dad, he could have my laptop. BUT! He has to buy me a Mac laptop! Wahahahaha! I don't mind.. But I like my laptop now. But I think Mac is what I need. Hmmmm, actually I can have anything la. But I'd prefer Mac. But my table pc is just too cool to let it go. But Mac is so for designer. But.. but.. but.. I can't decide! Haha. Well, I've not told my parents yet but if my dad wants to buy a new laptop.. I'd give him mine and buy a new mac for me, I think. Hmmmm, can't decide! Haha. Whatever. I still have time to think about it. Lord, tell me which is better.
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James applied for Singapore Citizenship already! Wooooaaaaaahhhhh! So, he's gonna be the first Singaporean in my family. And and and.. The government's giving him $40K. Another WOOOOAAAAAAAAAAH! I wish the government will give me huge amount of money too. Dream on!
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God is soooooooooooooooooooooo GOOD! My family is.. is.. is... IS WHAT??? Faster SAY!!
GOING BACK TO THE PHILIPPINES ON DECEMBER! YEYNESS!!!
It's so nice to be happy.. Shalala. I can cry! I'm super excited! S-U-P-E-R E-X-C-I-T-E-D! It's been 10 looooooooonnggggggg years since I celebrated Christmas and New Year in the Philippines! God is sooooo good! YEY! YEY YEY YEY YEY! My brothers are super excited too! Paul have never celebrated Christmas in the Philippines before so this is going to be his first! I wanna meet my primary school friends! I'm so going to meet them! I'm so excited. I don't mind if I don't get any present! My relatives' presence are already my presents! Huge ones! Hehe.
Haha but I gotta say.. My parents have not booked the tickets yet! Haha. BUT! It's finalised! My mom asked me when is my term break already! So she could book the ticket by the end of THIS WEEK! La la la la.. Oh ya.. Poor James is NOT coming along. Too bad, I don't think he can take a week or two leave from NS.
Don't think he's so poor thing ok? My family LEFT me last year! They went back to the Philippines for two weeks! And I was left here in Singapore! You know the feeling of.. so much freedom yet you're feeling so sick of being alone.
Anyhow, I'm still super excited to visit Philippines again!
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My phone's outgoing call & outgoing sms are barred! Huhuhu. I owe starhub $90. Lol. So don't be alarmed when I use different number. It's just temporary! I use Christopher's phone to sms.
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My dad bought an new phone! I want a new phone! I hope my papa would grant me a new one!
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I can't wait for my mom! She messaged me to tell me she bought a new watch for me! And it's pink! YEY!
Ok, that's all. From don't-know-what-to-blog-about to i-have-another-very-long-entry-which-means-i-just-talk-so-much.
Put God first in everything that you do and everything will be added unto you. Thanks to You!
5:32 PM
"Stolen"
We watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only, grant farewells Crush the best one, of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well
You have stolen You have stolen my heart
I watch you spin around in the highest heels You are the best one, of the best ones We all look like we feel
You have stolen my You have stolen my heart
Sunday, June 10, 2007
10:32 PM
Thank God for my new mouse! Yippeeee! My index finger don't have to suffer anymore.
I love You!
6:48 PM
Just for entertainment, laugh..
omigosh!
I seriously LOVE his voice and his guitar skills, SUPERB!! Filipino guys seriously can SING and I mean S-I-N-G! Oh and not only sing but they also have wowoweeeeeee guitar skills. Just like my DAD and bro. My two favourite guitarists!! *winkwink*
How wonderful would it be if there's someone who's willing to dedicate this song to me. NOT ONLY dedicate, but sing to me too. NOT ONLY with ordinary voice but with SUCH GOLDEN VOICE! NOT ONLY sing but also PLAY THE GUITAR with SUPERB SKILLS! And I'll make sure that by that time, we won't take it slow. Hahahaha! I'll make him propose to me right away! I can't let such talented guy pass me by! Wahahahahahahahaha. I'm so attracted to, basically anyyyyyoneeeeee, who can sing really well!
Here's more. . . Enjoyyy!!
Yey! I know how to upload videos already!! LOL! I feel so stupid! Haha. But no matter what, I know you guys had a good laugh. Enjoy your week!
1:C138
Saturday, June 09, 2007
1:00 AM
I really don't wanna go to sentosa tomorrow. I need to leave early. For the sake of being there, I'd go. Cause of Diana la! She told Lucas that I won't be coming. Yes, he already KNEW that I wasn't gonna be there but he still asked me! And like, he asked me IN FRONT of so many people and I just didn't want them to tease me. Like, HELLO? So I just said OK for the sake of making him stop asking me!
Stop worrying people! 40% DON'T HAPPEN! 30% has got to do with the PAST! 12% is needless worries! 10% is insignificant and petty! 8% is worth worrying for!
Only 8%! So stop worrying! Here's something interesting! Christians who goes to church everyweek lives 5.7 years MORE than people who don't! Wooooooooops!
Bottomline: Be a Christian, go to church every week, renew your love for the Lord everyday, release you future to Him and remain open for new things. Then, you'd be on your way to 5.7 MORE years here on earth to do great things for Him to glorify His name!
I **nt l**e *o*!
Good night everyone. I feel like purposely over sleeping tomorrow! But I gotta meet Swee, M & M tomorrow at 11.30 at Harbourfront.
Friday, June 08, 2007
12:57 PM
I know I know, I'm blogging again. But here are some really interesting photos from the web. Errr, I found it in Yahoo! Photos. So yea. I miss the Philippines so badly now and so, I searched for Philippines' trasnportation. Hehe.
This is one of the normal looking tricycle. Uhm, imagine you stay in Bedok North. So from Bedok MRT station, you take tricyle to Bedok North to get home. Just like here in Singapore, you take a feeder bus to get home.
Woops, kinda overloaded.
But what about this?
And this?
Wanna challenge?
Oink oink in the tricycle. I'll never take this tricycle ever!
OMG! What's up with this jeep? Take a look at the wheels!
This is so normal there! The people are so poor that this is how they make a living!
7 in a motorbike. AND NO HELMET! Welcome to the Philippines! (=
Some random photos.
Did you notice something?
There's a lot of wires! This is sooooo common! This is where I grew up and it'll always be in my heart and mind. Well, I didn't really grow up there. I lived here in Singapore since I was 12 years old.
I miss this bank alot! I remember after school, my mom or dad would fetch James and I then we'd go to this bank. Haha. At least 2 times a week!
I really wish that I could go back to Philippines to visit. No, I don't wanna stay there forever. Just visit! It's just too messy there. But I love the people there. I wish I had many many Filipino friends. Most of my friends are NOT Filipino.
LORD, I REALLY WANNA VISIT
THE PHILIPPINES THIS YEAR!!!
11:50 AM
Thank God I overslept!
Are you mad? You overslept and still wanna thank God! I haven't finish can? I woke up at 10am. DANG! And I was like panicking. Yada yada. Checked my phone and taaadaaaaa there was a message from Xiao Hui that says: "The class is cancelled." She messaged me 10 mins before the class. But I was still in my beauty sleep. Hehe.
Now I don't know if I should go to school later to purchase my books or just wait till school reopens. Speaking of holidays.. I NEED MY AUTODESK MAYA 8 or 8.5? SOFTWARE IN MY LAPTOP ALREADY! Plus MySQL! Daaadaaadaaadaaa.. So many things to do. This 2 weeks is CONFIRM going to pass like light! I'm quite afraid of term 2 though. I feel that term 1 was a bit slack. Just some reports here and there but there was NO BETA submission for the first time in hundred years! Ok, that's exaggerating! Just for a year la. Haha.
Gosh. Term 2 is going to be very busy la. I can feel the pressure building up. That's why I really gotta make full use of this 2 weeks. When school reopens, we gotta submit report, journal, beta, video, proposal. My eyebag weigh 5kg each now. What more when school reopens. I think I'd be leaning forward when I walk coz my eyebags are just too heavy. Toot toot. I'm so imaginative and exaggerating. Imagination is better than knowledge. -Einstein. Haha. But don't think I'm stupid alright? I'll kick your tiny lil not sexy butt! Kidding! Jokes are usually half meant. I think it's TRUE! Haha.
Shafie is soooo funny. He messaged me quite a few times now. Asking me what it was that I wanted to tell him. I've been telling him since last week that I wanted to tell him something and guess what? I've not told him yet! Haha. I don't want to. Later! When the time is right. Hehe. Peace bro!
My brain is not working. I can't think of a layout for my Barbie website! PINK STUFF! I can't even think of a slogan now. All I see in my mind is pink and Barbie's beautiful face. Hehe. That's all! I want my website to be really cute and eye popping. LOL! Why not? I serve a God who is the source of all creativity and colour!
Why are you blogging so much? Don't you have better things to do? I do have many things to do. Oh ya! I need to buy ice cream for the cell group later! And I gotta meet this guy who will pass me some forms. As I was saying, yes, I have many things to do. Like my projects. *yawns* I wanna wake up at 7.30am everyday so I can have a early start to do my project! When I start doing my projects, I won't have much time to blog. Or, I won't have time at all! That's why I abandoned my previous blogs. But the blog I miss the most is www.kutiekatiekate.blogspot.com. I wish I can have it back. It's so stupid of me to delete that blog. My memories..
I wish I can join THE BIGGEST LOSER! I know that I won't win coz I can't lose like, 100pounds! I'd be a walking stick woman if I did. I just wanna lose say, 30-40 pounds. Is it? I don't know how to convert to kg to pounds. Ok, I wanna lose 10-15 kg. Hehe. I don't care about the height. That, I can't change. I think short people are cute. *ehemehem*
Ok, enough of this long but useless entry. I just talk too much.
I'll be meeting DESS, Roanne, Mich and maybe Charlotte tomorrow! yeyness!
Culture & Expression lecturer is SO ridiculous! He emailed us and said that there'll be a CLASS TOMORROW! HELLO? It's exam week! We're NOT design students. Errr, I mean yes, we design BUT we're from the IT school! I know design school's sched is different from IT school. urgh! He's so irritating. *roll eyes*
I need to go to school to buy some books too. Hope the shop is open. Bye bye. Good night.
I gotta fight my way in the bus tomorrow again.. *faints*
11:45 PM
9:50 PM
HOLIDAYS!!
Yey! It's H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S! But it's not going to be a happening one. I need to do projects. What's the use of giving us holidays when we need to do projects? hmpf!
First things first! Holidays = 2 weeks. First week = meeting up with friends! Top priority is my Filipino friends! DESS, Roanne, Michelle, Charlotte! We NEED, MUST, HAVE TO meet! Followed by my dear Shalina and Alicia Jess. I need to set a time for my Erika, Heather and Grace. Grrrrrrrr, I need to plan my days! I really have to meet my friends! Oh man, I forgot. I need to hang out with Vasanthi and Yasotha too! Plus Ginger! Woooooaaaahhhhh! I've got so many friends to meet up! I'm not complaining. Thank You Lord for giving me such great friends. I love all of them. Plus I wanna hang out with Swee and the lil girls. Haha.
Oh, I just got home from Aljunied. I met GJ, Lucas, Aaron, Micah, Meleah and Tzehui. I didn't know that Lucas and Aaron would come along as well. It was nice to see all of them tonight. We had fun talking and as usual, singing. Hehe. We had dinner at Mc. I didn't know we were going to have dinner. GJ didn't tell me. I already ate at home. Haha. So I had sundae and fries only. Meleah is very very cute! She's really sweet. She wanted us to go to her house. Hehe. But we didn't go. Sorry girly girl.
Took the train with Aaron. Got to talk to him for quite long. Went home and now, what happens next? PRISON BREAK!!! Yey!
Oh yaaaaaaaa! Thank God I took a cab to school. If not, I'd be very very late! I waited for the bus for like 20mins! ROAR! And it didn't come. No choice but to take a cab. Zzzz. Been cabbing alot nowadays. I need to cab less. Oh, the paper was ok la. I know I can pass. But just pass? Huhu. I gotta study harder la. Some people are like multi-tasking. I'm multi-slacking! All I do is eat eat eat + sleep sleep sleep + internet internet internet + tv tv tv + daydream daydream daydream + sing sing sing. I must make a full use of this 2 weeks to do my projects! No more slacking!
Here are some photos of the old E316. Once again, it's from the E316's blog. Ehehe..
I know, I know. ALL are just soooo overdued. Hehe. I just wanna share it can? Cell group meeting tomorrow! Wooohooooo! I love all my cell group members. Yipee!
I love love.
I love pink.
I sing till dawn,
I sleep till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm unique. You're just not me.
The DIVA ♥
Nelkris Kate
Nikki kutiekatiekate
22 November
Temasek Polytechnic
IND
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