I kept praying that I didn't do a BIG mistake! Oh wells, all I have to do is to study. I just pray that my alien classmates would treat me nice. Or rather, I treat them nice? hahaha. Sigh..
On my way home, I sent Shawn a message saying, "Shawn are you home? I'd like to say Hi." And to my amazement.. Ok whenever I'm alone outside, I'd listen to my MP4. So Rihanna just ended her song so it was quiet and I heard someone calling me. I didn't see who it was at first but I knew it was Shawn then I was like, "OMG SHAWN! I JUST SENT YOU SMS!!!" Hahahaha. It was really nice to catch up with my NEIGHBOUR! Gosh! When was the last time we hanged out? Millions of years ago! Sigh.. I miss him, I tell you. Miss his craziness. Still remember when he suddenly sang (with emotions somemore!) Apologize to me. hahaha! Oh wells, we had quite a long chat outside our houses. He's really a nice neighbour. Not that he did something so great to the whole neighbourhood but the fact that he's a nice guy makes him a good neighbour! Hehehe.
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Gonna sing tomorrow! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo bored with Unfaithful already alright? But I didn't have a choice. The minus one wasn't so good. Btw, thanks Anthony! (: So anyways, Catherine asked me to sing once again during the rehearsal last night then I was like, "I think forget it, I'll just sing unfaithful again!" ROAR! I know, I know! I don't want to make a fool out of myself in front of people so if cry can't make it, then I'll just have to stick to something I've sang before. It's just super boring la. And puullleeeeeeessssssss! Unfaithful is just SO LAST YEAR! Sigh.. No choice la.. Never mind. I'll just do better on graduation days! Hehe.
Hmmmmm. Still can't help but think of my new time table. Many people told me, "I think it's good that you changed. At least you can make new friends!" That's what I thought on sunday when I got to know that we had class reshuffling. But as I went for classes, I realised that it's not as easy as I thought. I think I have to work harder to break the ice. I really want to make new friends. It's not really a new thing for me.. but it's not something that I do regularly. And to be thrown out in the "real world" (school), it's quite hard as it is in church. At least in church, you know everyone is nice..
I'm scared, happy, scared, anxious, scared, nervous, scared, excited to meet my new classmates. Sigh, yes. I'm more scared. Booohoooooo! I WANT TO ENJOY TP LIFE TO THE FULLEST THIS YEAR!
): I'm still scared.
I have to be confident because I know God is with me.
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