YEY! (: I'm happy today.

I went to M&M's house. Watched so many Tagalog shows today. La la la.. It makes me so happy. Hehe. TV makes my day, sometimes. (:

I'm happy that I got to catch up with some of my classmates online too. Hehe. Hi KAYE, BEAUTRICE & AMILUS! Hehehe. I know Yan Hua must be thinking.. "Urgh, Kate! It's "AMILUS"! NOT AMILUS!" HAHAHA! HAHAHAHA! I can't wait to see you la, AMILUS!! I wanna call you YAN HUA or AMILUS! Hehehe. Ms Ou! Hehe..

I miss my K2. K2, I love you! Kiss kiss. I miss my sushi & tiny.. I miss all of them. BUT! I'm gonna see them AGAIN! next week! AHHHHHHHHHHH~ Not that I wanna see them.. But it means.. SCHOOL WILL REOPEN NEXT WEEK! *faints* Someone catch me.

BLOCK TEACHING! It's either good or bad. I'll look on the bright side of it. It will mean that I'll be more focus in my modules and do well it.. Amen.

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I was craving for chocolates before I reached home! YUM YUM! So I went to 7eleven and bought this yummy m&ms. Yum yum! It's yummy. I bought 2 other cadbury chocolates. Haha. YEY! I wanna lose weight but.. ahhhhhhhh! I just love chocolates!

Ahhhhhhhhhhh~ I tried uploading my chocolate photos but there's some prob. Never mind.

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I wonder.. why some people are difficult? Yes, I'm not perfect. I was difficult too. VERY, indeed! But.. that was because I had my own reason to be difficult! Because I didn't want any Christian fellow to touch my life with my ex boyfriend! Hahaha! Attitude, eh? But really, that was what I thought of and that's my reason. I loved my ex boyfriend so much ok, don't play! When I love someone, I'll love that person like there's no tomorrow. Wahahaha. Ok, that's enough! As I was saying... aiya, I don't know how to say la. I know that I shouldn't judge people. So but you know, because I think I'm part of it. Ahhhh~

Are people insecure of me? I think I'm nothing great. God is great, not me. If there's something in my life that's great, it's not because of me or my own ability, it's God's.

Show me how to love like You have loved me.

When I sing this line, I think of my past. I think of my attitude. "How could God love such a person like me? How could God bless me this way? How could God accept me?" Those questions pop out. Then I'll think, "If God could forgive me, love me, have compassion on me, accept me, then I have to do the same to others, even if that person is my enemy or THE MOST IRRITATING/DIFFICULT PERSON ON PLANET EARTH!"

I'm learning to love others even if this person in particular hurts me indirectly.