Sentosa was really fun! I had fun with my friends.. YEY! Thanks Desiree, Nigel and Melvin for joining us! It won't be complete if you guys were not there! Love ya guys.. (:
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Guess what I did today? I cleaned my room after I-don't-know-how-many-weeks! Haha. I'm such a good girl *pats back* Hehe.
URGH! I don't know what to blog about again! Gosh..
OH YA! The TP singers performance *ehemimoneofthemehem* is pushed forward to 7th November instead of 30 November! I don't know whether to be sad or happy.. I pray that it won't affect my time table. We'll be block learning next semester and I really don't wanna miss any lessons. AND! My Swee will be in the midst of O levels fever.. Special mention, eh? Hehe. I'll be sad if she have any paper on that day! AND! I think the primary and secondary school students will still have school on that day. I'll be really sad if no one comes from my cg and worse my classmates! I don't want to perform for random audience! I want my brothers and friends to be there! Haha. It'll be soooooooooooooooo upsetting if I perform to people who are the least special to me. But let Your will be done. You're my BEST audience! I'll sing for You. You're my HERO! I thought of that song to sing because I want to dedicate to You! (: I Love You!
Mariah Carey - Hero Lyrics
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
[Chorus:]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
[Chorus]
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Just hold on
There will be tomorrow
And in time
You'll find the way
[Chorus]
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How do you break a wall that has been building up since like what? 10 years ago? Hard work is compulsory. Persevere. LOVE! Patience.. I cry when you do this to us. I feel so hurt and really down. We're your own *sensored* but why must you treat us this way? Don't you feel ANYTHING? Is your heart really numb? Or are you just dumb? Pinch yourself when you treat us this way! I love you but I hate you at the same time. Hate is such a deep word but I am using it to express my feelings for you.
I try to love you more than I hate you. But everytime I do that, you push the button and make me hate you again. I love you very much. I always forgive you. But that shouldn't be the way. We shouldn't just always give in to you. We have to give and take. I'm only a human being and I make mistakes too. Please remember that YOU ARE ALSO A HUMAN BEING! You're NOT PERFECT!
I'm crying as I type those words.. I really love you. I really do. I love you more than you ever know. More than I show it to you. You're so special to me. You're my only *yourname*. No one can replace you. I really pray that you'd become the best you can. Just ONE! ONE you! Not many. I love you.. I hope you love me as much as I love you...
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On the lighter note, Angelo and Tita Sherly are not here in Singapore yet! My mom was about to leave when my uncle called and said that his car's tyre got punctured and that he couldn't send Angelo and Tita to JB! I was soooooooooo excited then.. I guess I have to stay excited till next week. Hehe. Here are some photos we took when they reached Singapore on 29th Sept from the Philippines! (:
Nights~
