I DON'T WANT TO THINK ANYMORE! I wanna run away from this feeling but.. isn't that lying to myself and just ignoring the situation? But how can I face such a situation? I CAN'T! It's just.. impossible, FOR ME! But like what Nick said today.. Remove the I [a]M and it will become POSSIBLE!! Lord, I wanna be so more more more sensitive to the Holy Spirit. I need to be more more more sensitive! God, GUIDE ME! I don't want to be.. arrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh! I wish I can just say it out here. Fine, I'll make another post and it'll be private! Haha.
Gosh, I'm listening to a very very very sad song! MYMP - Only reminds me of you
Anyways, tomorrow PRACTICE! ROAR!! 10AM OK! OMG! I could faint! Gosh. Who wakes up at 830am on holidays??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! OMG! I think I'll just faint.
I gottago now. I need to sleep! Gosh, I haven't been having enough sleep! Haha, even though I sleep for 8 hrs a day! 5am-1pm, Beat that!
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH LA!
