When I look at YOUR world, I feel so small. How could I ever fit in? I just feel so small. Is it because I always look down on myself or I feel that I'm not worth as much as YOU or them? I don't know.. but I believe that there is a lot more in store for me. I think I need to get out of my shell so that the blessings would just come pouring on me. Just like Lazarus.. Jesus commanded the stone to be rolled out for Lazarus to come out of his tomb.
Lord, guide me! I feel like a lost sheep wandering around.. "Is he my shepherd? Is that my shepherd? Who is my shepherd?" [No, I don't mean God here as my shepherd. It's something else. So please don't assume! (= ]
I will seek Your kingdom first and Your righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto me. It's You I really wanna seek first and not any other things. Only You.. Help me, Lord! I wanna focus on You again! I can't afford to look here and there.
My first love, forever You will be.
