I'm so happy because I feel so normal. LOL. I'm having a bad stomach day. Haha. I'm having my period [first day] but after applying so much of tiger balm on my big tummy, I feel so much better. *claps*
I went to school for 1.5 hours! WOOOOOOT?? Yes, I did! Why? Because my class finish early and I think it's gonna be like that every week! YEY! It was so niiiicceeeeeee to see people going to school and me? going out of school! LOL.
Guess what?? I watched Spidermann 3 again! HAHAHA! We watched at Cathay at 1.15pm. I wanted to stay at home because of my tummy but I was so tempted to go out. So yea.. Hehe. We went to Vivo City and talked till 7pm coz he has to go to work tomorrow morning.
Who is he? He's my ex boyfriend aka best friend. Why? Cannot go out with him ah? I know I just said I love him in my previous entry but actually, I don't anymore. Errrrrr, what you talking about? Well, I was confuse that time but now, I'm not. We're BEST FRIENDS! So don't complain when you see me with him. We just talked about us just now. I asked him if we should still meet each other and he said yes. Why? Because he's confident that he'll not fall in love with me again, and even if he did, we can't be together. And for me? Yes, same. And as what I just said, we're best friends. Best friends should often meet each other. I'm sure I can still meet him and not fall in love with him. I know some people might think it's outrageous and ask how can like that one? Confirm you'll still kiss, hug, hold hands one!! Why you care? Best friends don't kiss and hug ah? Even friends do that la, ok? I know some people will not trust me. I know what I'm doing. If I'm out to hurt my heart, I won't meet him anymore to love him even more but I dare to meet him as much as I can because I know he'll never be mine forever and I'll not fall for him again. It's all in our minds already and we're also not dumb to love each other again then be hurt like mad again!
I already love someone can? I love Him so much that I'm so scared to lose Him. I'll never leave Him & He's my number one. Forever and ever. Till eternity. He's my everything. Who is He? He's my Lord, my Saviour, Christ Jesus. I love You, Lord. <3
Oh ya!! Something GREAT happened last night! I actually slept before 12mdnight!! OMG OMG OMG! I'm so proud of myself! Really. hehe.. YEY!
Oh and I'll be one of the 2 emcees for the Director’s List Award Presentation Ceremony. Hehe. So yey! I'll be taking the juniors. Sorry Kaye, I can't say your name loud loud la! I wish I can. Never mind. I'll bring a bell. I'll hit it when it's your turn. Hehe.. Lame-ness of me.
URGH! I can't decide if I really wanna join dramatec. Yes, I want to be in dramatec but the practice day! Every fri, from 6pm! Friday is like the earliest day I can get out of school and here.. the practice will be on fridays! I have to decide soon! Bluekz.
Oh, my song here is very the nice, huh? I love it! It's by
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak
Lovely lovely song.
OH YA! SOMETHING REALLY EMBARRASSING HAPPENED TO ME AT 5AM IN THE MORNING! BUT I'M SHY TO BLURT IT OUT HERE and to anyone else. HEHE. My best friend knows about it and I think I'd better shut up.
Ok, I gottago now. My uncle, Victor, will be coming to my house! YEY! He works in Malaysia and he's going back to Philippines for vacation tomorrow. WOW!
On my way back home today, I wished I was in the Philippines. I miss my cousins, aunts, uncles, neigbours, my very few great friends and the warm people there. I miss my daily Filipino dishes. I miss everything about Philippines. I wish I could just stay there for a while. I always wonder what and how my life would be now if I stayed there during my teenage years. I wonder how my life would be if I didn't meet my friends here in Singapore. I wonder how it feels when most of my friends are the same race as me. I wonder how it feels to have a Filipino classmate in secondary school and poly life. My only great filipino friends that I met in the Philippines are: Barbie, Raleine, Kristen, Jessica and Hagia. See, 5 only but there's more la, hehe but not so close! They were my primary school classmates.Six of us would always hang out and there's one thing that we all loved and that's SAILOR MOON! Hahaha! I was Sailor Venus! Hehe. Ok, here I'll tell you who is who..
Barbie & Hagia: Sailor Moon
Kristen & I: Sailor Venus
Raleine: Sailor Mars
Jessica: Sailor Jupiter
HAHAHAHA! Now, I miss my girls!
That's US! Kristen, Raleine, Hagia, Me & Jessica. Barbie is not in. This was taken when I went back to the Philippines for a vacation on June 2005. I MISS PHILIPPINES!
Lord, I wanna go back to the
Philippines THIS YEAR!!
