I'm kinda excited.. but somehow, I'm getting really scared! The workload.. WORKLOAD.. WORKLOAD!! I'm nervous!! But I'm a better person now. God has changed my mindset, I'm a new me (=
Yea, I'm still as crappy as before, that will never change, I think. Hehe. But what I mean is how I think and look at problems. I know God put me in this course for a reason. The workload will not be much as long as I manage my time well. I got my timetable already and it's kinda good! And again, I was tempted not to go for lectures.. See, the school haven't even started but I thought of it already. But no, the devil's strong. But my God is stronger. No matter how lazy I can get, I have to face it and overcome it! I really don't want to be the same anymore. I passed all my modules last semester and that means God gave me a chance to prove myself and I don't want to take it for granted.
If my attitude towards my studies is always lazy and not going for classes, then how can God trust me with more responsibilities in the future? So here, I'm really nervous. But I think I've overcame so many problems in my life before.. and this is just like one of them; difficult but with the strength from God, I can do it. If others can do it, why can't why when I even have the helper with me?
Oh yea, I just got back my phone last night! Like, OMG! And I almost, almost.. made a scene there! My phone's like NOT NICE anymore! When I slide it down, there's a sound! URGH! AND THE NEW SOFTWARE! OMG! It's NOT nice at all! WHY WHY WHY? I just left without saying anything to the woman there. I don't wanna be so fake; smile and say thanks! I'd rather leave without saying anything. HMPF!
Here are some of my long long long long due photos.. Thanks to NOKIA! *roll eyes*
Diana & I
with Diana & Santy
Iccceeeeeee crrreeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaam!
Santy & I
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!
Me in the bus
Me in Bedok Library
Lucas, Diana & I
Me in my previous room.
Santy & I in BK
Inshira!! My supposedly niece. LOL.
Ok, I gottago now. Gotta watch Ugly Betty then ANTM! Yey!
Grrrrrrrrrrrr! I'll miss ANTM cycle 4 and Extreme Makeover so very much~! No more late night shows for me. )=
Good night.
You're all I need.
