I don't know why I'm feeling so down. I guess I know what it is la. But why? I feel like I'm so lost, like a fool. Why is my life so complicated? Tears roll down my cheeks non stop. I can't even type properly now. BRB.
WHY? Why is my life like this? WHY IS IT SO COMPLICATED?? Why can't it be just straight to the point?
WHY? WHY? WHY? So many whys.. All I know is that, it's God's plan. I know He have already told me some of the reasons but.. Ok fine! You're always the boss. You're the ONLY boss! I'll follow You. Well, I got no choice. I don't wanna go back to my old life.
I want and NEED your unconditional love, Lord. You know my heart's desires.. and yes, I need You to love me. I need to feel your unconditional love.. You're my only source of strength.
I love You, Lord!