Dear God,

I was only thinking of it. I haven't even decided if I should ask You but You already answered me. You're really so amazing! You know why I didn't dare ask You? Because I thought that You'd say 'NO'. Now I learn to really trust You in whatever questions I want to ask You. Even if it'll seem so impossible to get what I want.

Indeed, You don't ignore us. You just want us to follow and wait on You. Lord, I'm truly in love. So in love with You. I've never felt that love before. I know I loved a guy so much before. But Your love is different! It's too much for me. How could You love a person like me so much that You even died for me? And for me to repay you, I'd follow you even if things get super complicated and the mountains get so much higher. I don't care about what others would say. It doesn't matter. What matters is, what You'll say. You're the only one I want to please, God.

Your love is so perfect. That's the love I've never felt before even when I really felt that I loved him before. Your love can never replace anything in this world. Nothing can ever replace it and no one will ever will. See la, I feel like crying now. You're so magnificent Lord! I'll never leave You. Even if I did, I know You won't leave me. But no, I'll never leave You. There's no more turning back. I'll just follow You. You lead the way. Guide me. Protect me.

Lord, I'm still so amazed. You always do things last minute. Not that I blame You. But the fact that You do things last minute, make me really amazed, love You more and trust You even more. I know that You'll never leave me hanging. In Your own perfect time.. things will be as perfect as how You planned it. (=

I love You so much, Lord. My redeemer. My love. My everything!

Love,
Nikki (=